Never thought

And i never thought this day would come...and i'd never thought that the day when it would be my veins in which flows anger...i have no other words for this, and the worst part, i never thought it would be the person with which i have shared so much, you know my life, you understand me in the same way that i understand you. We are rivals, and we both believe to be better than the other, and we never want to fight against eachother, because one almost always leaves humilliated. And we were like one...but this time you took one step too far my dear friend...this time i just said no...as much as i know i will miss you this time it is over. I'd never thought exactly about what you represented, i tried to make deaf ears, thinking you as someone like me...but now i undertand that you are exactly what i stand against, you are exactly the person who i would want to defeat and destroy. This time my dear bro...you've taken one step too far...
For me to care this much...you must've really dug deep...you know how to push me to my limits, you that that only your rivarly is what brings out the best in me...Only you know that with your capacity and your personality you would tap into me and bring out something that few can...effort, determination, anger, and,ironically, fun like no other. Anger may reside in me, but we past through is still in me, and i have grown to apreciate you, i have learned to like you and our friendship is as unique as our personalities, we share the same potencial to analize, we share that likeness to try to express ourselves as correctly and as deeply as possible, we share our ambicion to make a name for ourselves, and we are both extremely proud...
An obstacle got in our way and we shared an even greater bond...but after that, we both changed, we both got stronger, and for us two to clash was only a matter of time, i was quickly realizing that i both shared friendhip like no other and hated you at the same time, more than any other person, and i'd never thought it would be you...GET IT!
I await the day where we would once again meet and clash...everytime we did it...i had the time of my life...
For me...for now...you're just a memory...i'd thought it would be something that wouldn't end...i'd never thought...